I attended 11:00 a.m. mass this weekend with my roommate. Feeling a little sleepy, I settled in the pew and will admit that I was not fully attentive for the first fifteen minutes. Along with a case of the sleepies, too many things seemed to be on my mind: impending graduation, a move down to Columbus, choosing a new apartment, leaving my friends…its enough to make any student freak out a little.
However, my brain snapped into focus when Father began the homily. Father detailed the difficult process the disciples went through when decided to follow Jesus. All Jews, they had to make a few big alterations to their life: believing that Jesus was the messiah they were waiting for and realizing that salvation was not just for them was a big change. Father went on to talk about how while change may be uncomfortable in our lives, it is inescapable. Therefore, we must focus on the few things that our stable in our lives, including God.
If I didn’t know better, I would have though Father had tailored that homily to me. I’ll admit it: I’m not good with change. I have many things that make me happy in life, and I don’t like when they are threatened. Considering that the things that make me happy – my ONU friends, living with my roommate, being close to home- are all about to change in a matter of weeks, I haven’t been the most stable or happy person. I’m excited about graduation, don’t get me wrong. But one thing I’m not excited about is change.
But you know what? Thanks to Father, I’ve realized the stable things in my life that will keep me on the right path. I have a friendship with my roommate Ashley that an earthquake couldn’t break. I have strong relationships with my family and friends that are sure to withstand some distance. While the logistics of these things might change, their roots are stable.
That’s my grand outlook in life as I approach my final few days in college. Things are bound to change in the next month. My address will be different. Classes will not exist. I can’t even promise this blog will still exist. However, one thing I do know is that the important things in life will stay constant. A little bit of comfort is never a bad thing.
Happy Graduation everyone!